All my life, I knew .. “Don’t do drugs” “Drugs will mess you up” “you’re gonna get addicted”. I grew up knowing that doing drugs was the absolute sin. Just recently, I was not feeling myself.. I have the sense and urge where I wanna draw myself to stimulants.
If I had easy access to this.. which I know it pretty much is in this day in life.. I think I would be doing it.
If I was in the wrong crowd of friends, I think I would be doing it. But all my life, I have been brought up as the really good girl who won’t do anything wrong because she’s so good.
But me feeling this down and no outlet to express it at or on.. I resort to this, blogging because I know better. I know what is best for me and hell, I have no money for that haha.